The Pensieve

Today

Has been amazing so far! Everything from yesterday got smoothed over last night, I’ve been in a great mood all day, and I’ll actually be able to enjoy my summer after all! Got the biggest can of mountain dew today too!

Its pretty funny how if you think about it, if you weren’t so overcautious two years ago, we wouldn’t have any problems right now. Too bad there isn’t a time machine for me to tell myself to just do it without asking you about it.

A nice post (for once)

I love our late night conversations. I really do. They just make everything seem so much better

About that last post

That was just a tiny bit of the stuff I’ve been dealing with for the last two weeks. Sorry if you didn’t wanna see a rant. I’ll post my usually wtf/funny stuff as soon as we get the internet back here!

To the child

I wish you knew how much this is screwing with me. On top of waiting to see if I’ll be able to go to school in the fall, you add on a bunch of unneeded problems. My amazing girlfriend is only gonna be here for the summer before she goes to the other end of the country for school. I’d really love to be able to see her while she’s here. I’m trying to get somewhere with my music and all I need to do is drive to a few places to get myself out there more. I wanna be able to hang out with my friends and get this band together, but I just need to be able to get to those places. The only reason I can’t do these is because of you. You being like a 4 year old and saying “no” when I ask to do these things just because you can. Then you expect me to take it like a man when you don’t even make an attempt to work everything out. It is possible to do that now that we have two cars but you must really love making me miserable because that’s pretty much all you’ve been doing since you got laid off and I got done with school. The only reason that in still here is because I don’t have a car of my own. Mark my words, as soon as I can find a way to get around to the places I want/need to go to, I’m out of here. So keep pushing me away. Its not like I have too many reasons to stay here anyway. It would be nice if you could try to fix the problem instead of being the problem, but I guess that’s just too much to ask for.